Again Musonius said, "Take
the case of two musicians. One knows the theory of music and discourses on it
most convincingly, but is unable to sing or play the harp or the lyre; the
other is inferior in theory, but is proficient in playing the harp and the lyre
and in singing as well. To which one would you give a position as musician, or
which one would you like to have as teacher for a child who does not know
music?" The man answered that he would choose the one who was skilled in
practice.
You may
choose any field in the broad range of human endeavors, and you will find countless
instances of this contrast between those who merely pontificate and those who actually
carry the weight.
I still
recall the conductors who would either lecture us like mathematicians on
complex musical structures, or wax eloquently like poets on how the tone of a
single note needed to express the deep despair of an unrequited love during a
cold winter. I was always confused, and ready to throw in the towel.
Then
there were the performers, many of whom had been in the pit for years, who
showed me how to play the actual music. It was a bit of a pause with the bow here,
or a different position on the fingerboard there.
There
were so many of my peers who went on to study at prestigious law schools, and
within a few years they all considered themselves experts in jurisprudence, taking
every opportunity to tell anyone what the Constitution really meant, or why the
world needed them to understand the real difference between right and wrong.
Then I
met some lawyers of a very different breed, who were actually interested in
helping their clients. It was law in the service of people, instead of people
in the service of law.
There were
the directors, and the deans, and the provosts, who had not even studied how to
teach, but had rather studied how to tell other people how to teach. They
organized seminars, and workshops, and conferences, where we all had to wear
little nametags, and we watched endless PowerPoint presentations on the latest
concepts in education.
Then
there were the folks who had been doing the teaching all along, who already
understood all the tricks of inspiring curiosity, of making ideas relevant, of
helping people along the path of thinking for themselves.
There
were certain types of priests and bishops, followed by an endless stream of lay
ministers with their theology degrees, who loudly insisted they knew exactly
how to light the fire of faith in the people, and revive the Church for the
next century. They had many slogans, banners, t-shirts, and catchy songs to go
along with it.
Then
there were those who quietly took the Sacrament to the housebound, or fed the
hungry, or got housing and jobs for the poor, or found support for the addicts,
or personally sat and prayed for hours with someone who was in abject despair.
Whatever
path of life you have followed, you will see the difference between the players
and the makers. Perhaps you are discouraged by the preening and the posturing
of the experts, but let them have their reward. Find encouragement instead in
the example of those who take what they know, however simple it may be, and put
it to work.
Yes, you
might think that emptying a bedpan is not as dignified as standing at a podium,
but you would be mistaken. The real dignity, the one that leads to fulfillment
instead of mere gratification, is in action, in the giving of oneself. It is
only wisdom when it expresses itself in love.
Written in 7/1999
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