The Death of Marcus Aurelius

The Death of Marcus Aurelius
Showing posts with label Rush. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rush. Show all posts

Saturday, June 11, 2022

Red Barchetta


This song popped into my head the other day, as my hipster virtue-signaling boss berated me for adding too much to my carbon footprint. I suggested it would help if we stopped constantly driving from campus to campus for pointless meetings, as this had already cost me over $60 in gas for the month. He was not amused. 

I do very much love virtue, but not so much the signaling, which negates the very point of virtue. 

So after a ten hour day, followed by another two hours of professional development, whatever that might mean, I played Rush's Moving Pictures on the ride home. It was already dark. It would be dark the next morning as I drove back again to exactly the same busywork. 

Life should be more than this. Work should be more than this. Driving should be more than this. 

This song by Rush tempts me to become nostalgic, dwelling upon a better time when music was music, and cars were cars. I must resist that instinct, as no time or place is in any way better or worse than any other time or place. 

I find that I love the music of Rush because I first came across it when I was learning to think for myself. If I'd been born twenty years later, however, it would probably have been another story. 

I find that I love the growl of an old piston engine because I first came across it when I bought a new car with the only girl who accepted me without conditions. If she had treated me like crap, however, I would probably have stuck to the subway. 

Your mileage will surely vary, but I think it's all about our freedom to be ourselves. Stoic wisdom is, for me, a total liberty. 

Do you think me a loser for listening to Rush? I have no need to be better than you. 

Do you think me a sinner for taking a brisk Sunday drive on a winding country road? Stop making me commute on a filthy highway for hours and hours, and then we'll talk. 

Respect what a man listens to. Respect how a man chooses to get around. Above all else, stop telling another man what to do. Do it yourself, and see if you might change him by your example. 

This song is about the right to determine ourselves, not about cars. 

—1/2017

Rush, "Red Barchetta" from Moving Pictures (1981)


My uncle has a country place
That no one knows about
He says it used to be a farm
Before the Motor Law
And on Sundays I elude the Eyes
And hop the Turbine Freight
To far outside the Wire
Where my white-haired uncle waits 

Jump to the ground
As the Turbo slows to cross the borderline
Run like the wind
As excitement shivers up and down my spine
Down in his barn
My uncle preserved for me an old machine
For fifty odd years
To keep it as new has been his dearest dream 

I strip away the old debris
That hides a shining car
A brilliant red Barchetta
From a better vanished time
I fire up the willing engine
Responding with a roar
Tires spitting gravel
I commit my weekly crime 

Wind
In my hair
Shifting and drifting
Mechanical music
Adrenaline surge . . . 

Well-weathered leather
Hot metal and oil
The scented country air
Sunlight on chrome
The blur of the landscape
Every nerve aware 

Suddenly ahead of me
Across the mountainside
A gleaming alloy air car
Shoots towards me, two lanes wide
I spin around with shrieking tires
To run the deadly race
Go screaming through the valley
As another joins the chase 

Drive like the wind
Straining the limits of machine and man
Laughing out loud with fear and hope
I've got a desperate plan
At the one-lane bridge
I leave the giants stranded at the riverside
Race back to the farm
To dream with my uncle at the fireside 




Monday, January 24, 2022

Rush, "Show Don't Tell"


As a reference for Seneca, Moral Letters 20.5: 

Rush, "Show Don't Tell" from Presto (1989)


How many times do you hear it?
It goes on all day long
Everyone knows everything
And no one's ever wrong
Until later 

Who can you believe?
It's hard to play it safe
But apart from a few good friends
We don't take anything on faith
Until later 

Show (show) don't tell (don't tell)

Show me don't tell me

You've figured out the score
Show me don't tell me
I've heard it all before
Show me don't tell me
I don't care what you say
Show me don't tell me 

You can twist perceptions
Reality won't budge
You can raise objections
I will be the judge
And the jury 

I'll give it due reflection
Watching from the fence
Give the jury direction
Based on the evidence
I, the jury 

Show (show) don't tell (don't tell)

Show me don't tell me

Hey, order in the court
Show me don't tell me
Let's try to keep it short
Show me don't tell me
Enough of your demands
Show me don't tell me
Witness take the stand
Show me don't tell me 

Show (show) don't tell (don't tell)
Show (show) don't tell (don't tell)

Show me don't tell me

Hey, order in the court
Show me don't tell me
Let's try to keep it short
Show me don't tell me
I don't care what you say
Show me don't tell me
Let's see exhibit A
Show me don't tell me
You've figured out the score
Show me don't tell me
I've heard it all before
Show me don't tell me
Enough of your demands
Show me don't tell me 
Witness take the stand
Show me don't tell me
Hey, order in the court
Show me don't tell me
Let's try to keep it short
Show me don't tell me




Sunday, November 7, 2021

Rush, "The Big Money"


As a reference for Seneca, Moral Letters 17.1:

Rush, "The Big Money" from Power Windows (1985)


Big money goes around the world
Big money underground
Big money got a mighty voice
Big money make no sound
Big money pull a million strings
Big money hold the prize
Big money weave a mighty web
Big money draw the flies 
Sometimes pushing people around 
Sometimes pulling out the rug 
Sometimes pushing all the buttons 
Sometimes pulling out the plug 
It's the power and the glory 
It's a war in paradise 
A Cinderella story 
On a tumble of the dice 
Big money goes around the world
Big money take a cruise
Big money leave a mighty wake
Big money leave a bruise
Big money make a million dreams
Big money spin big deals
Big money make a mighty head
Big money spin big wheels 
Sometimes building ivory towers 
Sometimes knocking castles down 
Sometimes building you a stairway
Lock you underground 
It's that old-time religion 
It's the kingdom they would rule 
It's the fool on television 
Getting paid to play the fool 
It's the power and the glory 
It's a war in paradise 
A Cinderella story 
On a tumble of the dice 
Big money goes around the world
Big money give and take
Big money done a power of good
Big money make mistakes
Big money got a heavy hand
Big money take control
Big money got a mean streak
Big money got no soul



Thursday, January 16, 2020

Rush, "Nobody's Hero"


In honor of Neil Peart (1952-2020), drummer and lyricist of Rush, one our family's musical heroes. . .

Rush, "Nobody's Hero" from Counterparts (1993)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFl9F_ZsFIM

I knew he was different, in his sexuality
I went to his parties, as a straight minority
It never seemed a threat to my masculinity
He only introduced me to a wider reality

As the years went by, we drifted apart
When I heard that he was gone
I felt a shadow cross my heart
But he's nobody's

Hero - saves a drowning child
Cures a wasting disease
Hero - lands the crippled airplane
Solves great mysteries

Hero - not the handsome actor
Who plays a hero's role
Hero - not the glamor girl
Who'd love to sell her soul
If anybody's buying
Nobody's hero

I didn't know the girl, but I knew her family
All their lives were shattered
In a nightmare of brutality
They try to carry on, try to bear the agony
Try to hold some faith
In the goodness of humanity

As the years went by, we drifted apart
When I heard that she was gone
I felt a shadow cross my heart
But she's nobody's

Hero - here's the voice of reason
Against the howling mob
Hero - here's the pride of purpose
In the unrewarding job

Hero - not the champion player
Who plays the perfect game
Hero - Not the glamor boy
Who loves to sell his name
Everybody's buying
Nobody's hero

As the years went by, we drifted apart
When I heard that you were gone
I felt a shadow cross my heart. . . 

Hero

—bsc

Tuesday, April 23, 2019

Rush, "Freewill"


As a reference for Marcus Aurelius, Meditations 9.39:

This classic song can provide a wonderful jumping-off point for a good discussion about freedom and fate, the place of the part within the whole, and how it could ever be possible for a man to be himself in a world ruled by God.

Back when young people still knew who Rush were, I would often give this as a paper assignment, and let them run with their own thoughts on the matter. Peart's lyrics here were inspired by Ayn Rand, but the topic admits of all sorts of themes and variations.

It leads us to that question: "Which will it be? Providence or free will?" It can take some time to appreciate one possible answer, quite a Stoic one, which is simply "Yes."

Rush, "Freewill", from Permanent Waves (1980)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V7bbdIU95zM

There are those who think that life is nothing left to chance,
A host of holy horrors to direct our aimless dance.

A planet of playthings,
We dance on the strings
Of powers we cannot perceive.
"The stars aren't aligned
Or the gods are malign"-
Blame is better to give than receive.

You can choose a ready guide in some celestial voice.
If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice.
You can choose from phantom fears and kindness that can kill;
I will choose a path that's clear-
I will choose Free Will.

There are those who think that they were dealt a losing hand,
The cards were stacked against them- they weren't born in lotus-land.

All preordained-
A prisoner in chains-
A victim of venomous fate.
Kicked in the face,
You can't pray for a place
In heaven's unearthly estate.

You can choose a ready guide in some celestial voice.
If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice.
You can choose from phantom fears and kindness that can kill;
I will choose a path that's clear-
I will choose Free Will.

Each of us-
A cell of awareness-
Imperfect and incomplete.
Genetic blends
With uncertain ends
On a fortune hunt that's far too fleet. 




Saturday, December 9, 2017

Rush: Ghost of a Chance

In reference to Epictetus 58:

I was always wary of the fact that Rush had drawn far too deeply from Ayn Rand, but I did always admire their amazing music, and also their wonderful lyrical insights.

I have a special place in my heart for their album Roll the Bones, perhaps just because it came at a certain time. I was beginning to understand that love was not only a matter of condition or fate, but also a matter of choice and deliberate commitment.

This is a beautiful song, and the lyrics can help me reflect upon the nature of will and circumstance.

Rush, "Ghost of a Chance", from Roll the Bones (1991)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLTFbtOfmxk

Like a million little doorways
All the choices we made
All the stages we passed through
All the roles we played

For so many different directions
Our separate paths might have turned
With every door that we opened
Every bridge that we burned

Somehow we find each other
Through all that masquerade
Somehow we found each other
Somehow we have stayed
In a state of grace

I don't believe in destiny
Or the guiding hand of fate
I don't believe in forever
Or love as a mystical state
I don't believe in the stars or the planets
Or angels watching from above
But I believe there's a ghost of a chance we can find someone to love
And make it last...

Like a million little crossroads
Through the back streets of youth
Each time we turn a new corner
A tiny moment of truth

For so many different connections
Our separate paths might have made
With every door that we opened
Every game we played

Somehow we find each other
Through all that masquerade
Somehow we found each other
Somehow we have stayed
In a state of grace

I don't believe in destiny
Or the guiding hand of fate
I don't believe in forever
Or love as a mystical state
I don't believe in the stars or the planets
Or angels watching from above
But I believe there's a ghost of a chance we can find someone to love
And make it last...

Written in 1/2001