.
. . Third, if you should suddenly be raised up above the earth, and should look
down on human things, and observe in the variety of them how great it is, and
at the same time also should see at a glance how great is the number of beings
who dwell all around in the air and the aether, consider that as often as you
should be raised up, you would see the same things, sameness of form and
shortness of duration. Are these things to be proud of?
—Marcus
Aurelius, Meditations, Book 12.24 (tr
Long)
I know
I’ve been around the block a few times too many, when all the same things start
popping up. Those old sayings, the ones that seemed so empty and worn out, now
begin to reveal their meaning. What comes around, goes around. The more things
change, the more they stay the same.
The
instances are different, thought the pattern continually repeats itself. It
took me all those years to see that Heraclitus was right when he said that all
is in flux, and that Parmenides was also right when he said that change is an
illusion. They are simply meant in different senses, from looking at the
particular from one end, and looking at the universal from the other. Distinguish.
Looking
at something from many different perspectives doesn’t change what is real, but
it does change the depth and completeness by which I understand what is real.
And the best way is to try and look at things from above, to see the bigger
picture, not merely from down below, stuck in this or that individual
circumstance.
I have
grown tired of bickering over all the differences, at the expense of what is
shared. I no longer have time for drawing ideological lines in the sand, when I
consider how it is all one world. Yes, be precise and be accurate, but neither
miss the forest for the trees, nor overlook the trees for the forest.
The
bigger view is, in this sense, the better view, because it includes all things
as they are, not just some things as I would prefer them to be. The players
change, but the drama unfolds in precisely the same way, again and again. Even
only a few decades have taught me that. I can only imagine how I might see it
all more fully, and more beautifully, with the benefit of centuries, or millennia,
or through all of time itself.
See how
small it all is when you gain a bit of elevation. That doesn’t make it
meaningless, though it does put it within the context of a greater meaning. I
consider all my worries, and how they have consumed me, and then I realize that
they are nothing new. Countless before me have faced them, and countless after
me will face them. They are a part of the whole, but they are not the whole.
To know
that my own situation is not unique does not make me any less. To know that my
situation is shared throughout all of creation makes it mean all the more. My
own pride must decrease, as my reverence must increase.
Written in 9/2009
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