. . . You are mistaken, therefore, when
you ask me what it is on account of which I seek after virtue, for you are
seeking for something above the highest. Do you ask what I seek from virtue? I
answer, herself, for she has nothing better. She is her own reward.
Does this not appear great enough, when
I tell you that the highest good is an unyielding strength of mind, wisdom,
magnanimity, sound judgment, freedom, harmony, beauty? Do you still ask me for
something greater, of which these may be regarded as the attributes?
Why do you talk of pleasures to me? I
am seeking to find what is good for man, not for his belly; why, cattle and
whales have larger bellies than he.
—Seneca
the Younger, On the happy life, Chapter
9 (tr Stewart)
A wise
woman I once knew liked to say, “we speak as if we were angels, but we live as
if we were cattle.” We are sadly quite ready to make sweeping and noble claims
of virtue in public, while at the same time pursuing base pleasures in private.
We can only embrace what Seneca means here if we overcome that hypocritical
temptation. Loving virtue for its own sake can’t just be expressed as a grand
theory, but it must be lived as a daily practice.
This may
seem inconceivable to many of us, but we can fully understand this from both
ends, so to speak, from the cause, and from the consequence.
From the
cause, consider simply what it means to be human. That same wise woman also
told me there was a reason my head was at the top, and my guts were on the bottom.
My nature isn’t merely to consume what is pleasant, but to live with an
understanding of what is right and good. A human being only acts like a human
being, and therefore is only fully himself, when everything he does is ordered
by the knowledge of the truth and the love of the good.
From the
consequence, consider the profound benefits of living this way. Nothing can be
more stable, more serene, or more free than relying entirely upon the merits of
my own thoughts, decisions, and actions. If I rely upon my virtue, which is
completely within my own power, and no other conditions beyond it, I am truly
my own master. Everything I desire is already mine, and nothing else can add or
take from such harmony.
We may
be baffled by such a practice, even as we mouth the words, because we are
topsy-turvy, with our minds enslaved to our guts, and to the want of everything
outside of us. It is only our flawed estimation, and the years of poor examples
and bad habits, that keep us from genuine happiness.
I have
always had a great love of all animals, as my family will confirm with
exasperation, but as much as I admire a cow, or a whale, I will hardly respect
a man for the size of his stomach.
Written in 11/2004
Image: Anton Mauve (1838-1888), Landscape with Cattle
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