All
that is from the gods is full of Providence. That which is from Fortune is not
separated from Nature, or without an interweaving and involvement with the
things that are ordered by Providence.
From
there all things flow, and there is besides also necessity, and that which is
for the advantage of the whole Universe, of which you are a part.
But
that is good for every part of Nature that the Nature of the whole brings, and
what serves to maintain this Nature. Now the universe is preserved, as by the
changes of the elements, so by the changes of things compounded of the
elements.
Let
these principles be enough for you, and let them always be fixed
opinions. But cast away the thirst after books, so that you may not
die murmuring, but cheerfully, truly, and from your heart be thankful to the gods.
—Marcus
Aurelius, Meditations, Book 2 (tr
Long)
We can
very easily surrender our view of the world to our changing feelings and clouded
impressions. If events seem to be proceeding as I wish, then surely the
Universe is full of peace and order. If events seem to be proceeding against my
wishes, then surely the Universe is full of conflict and chaos.
My
wishes and my feelings, however, do not make something real, and we make things
far too difficult for ourselves when we follow only the whims of appearances,
rather than the principles of reason. I will only make sense of how I feel when
I understand who I am, and why I am here.
Beyond
my own prejudices, there are simple truths that can guide the way. What has
been moved requires a mover, and every effect requires a cause. Where there is
causality, there is order. Where there is order, there is purpose. Things do
not act in isolation, but in relationship to one another, and as parts of the
whole. I must consider, therefore, the order and purpose of the parts within
the order and purpose of the whole.
Providence
need not be some obscure and mysterious concept, but can rather be understood
as the way in which all changing things, past, present, and future, share in a
unified good. Nature reveals this whenever we observe her shapes and patterns, and
our own lives reveal this when we observe how our actions interlock with our
world.
Providence
does not exclude Fortune, what we might call luck or chance events, because randomness
exists only in our perceptions. I may not know the specific cause, though I can
surely know that there was a cause, and that it was connected to all others.
Providence
also does not exclude freedom, the power of our own choices within the whole,
because freedom can already exist within a universal order, and need not be outside
of it. Order may permit by cooperation just as easily as it may temper by
restriction.
Of what
use can such grand theory be in my daily living? It can be of great worth,
because it reminds me that everything has its place, and everything has its reason.
Whatever happens to me, however pleasant or painful, and whatever I choose,
however right or wrong, will play a necessary part in the harmony of
everything, and however small my role may be, it will never be insignificant.
Sometime
the world seems so big, impersonal, and chaotic, but it only seems that way
because my own judgment is so petty, selfish, and disordered. I can find my own
liberty and peace as soon as I see that the act of choosing to improve myself
is reflected in the improvement of all that is around me. I should hardly blame
fate, or curse chance, because how fully I cooperate with Providence is the
very measure of my own purpose, and the very foundation of my own happiness.
Written in 1/2000
Image: Quatremere de Quincy, Olympian Zeus (1815)
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