"As,
therefore, reasoning is to understanding; as that which becomes is to that
which is; as time is to eternity; as the circumference is to the center: so is the changing course of Fate to the immovable
directness of Providence.
"That course of Fate moves the heavens and the
stars, moderates the first principles in their
turns, and alters their forms by balanced interchangings. The same course
renews all things that are
born and wither away by like advances of offspring and seed.
"It constrains, too, the actions and fortunes
of men by an unbreakable chain of causes, and these causes must be
unchangeable, as they proceed from the beginnings of an unchanging Providence."
—from Book
4, Prose 6
As fancy
as my abstract reflections might get, I will still make two critical mistakes
about the way of the world in my daily thinking; those old habits of action don’t
change overnight.
First, I
will view things in separation, this object as independent of that, one occurrence
unconnected to the other. I must regularly remind myself that all things are
inexorably joined together.
Second, I
will view events as haphazard, taking the comings and goings as if they had
arisen out of nothing, and were heading nowhere. I forget that no effect proceeds
without a cause, however hidden it may seem at the moment.
It is no
wonder, then, that my living is out of balance, because it depends on
incomplete thinking. I fail to see a unity, and so I think only of myself. I
fail to see a purpose, and so I slip into aimlessness. I am not connecting the
proximate with the ultimate.
Things
are always coming into being, and then passing out of it. My own mind operates
in precisely this way, by the act of reasoning, working by stages from what is more
evident to me to what is more evident in itself. As fantastic as it may seem to
me, the Divine Mind is already itself the act of perfect understanding, the
presence of complete self-evidence.
I am
made to do a lot of growing, even as I must relate that growth to a measure of universal
and unchanging meaning. Without such a standard, change is without direction.
For the aspects
of the world that change, I take time as if it were a constant. Yet time is
relative, and it means nothing outside the context of an absolute. Recall Boethius’
image of the concentric spheres, where the motion on the outside spins around
the immovable axis at the center. It is all joined together, and it all works
together.
So, whenever
something happens, however mundane it may seem, I should be thinking about it
in a larger context. Whenever I act, in however ordinary a way, I should be
placing myself within the whole. It is all significant, it is all intended, and
it is all part of a greater design.
My
reasoning has, of course, not risen to a state of total understanding, but I
don’t need to follow every thread to know that there is a woven pattern, or
comprehend every individual cause to know that there is a why. This awareness
is as necessary in practice as it is in theory, if I ever hope to live in
peace.
One lesson
the Ancients and the Medievals have to offer us is a profound appreciation for the
purpose and harmony that pervades Nature. We may like to smugly mock them for
their myths being unscientific, or their astronomy being naïve in perceiving
the Earth as stationary, but the best of them had an insight that went deeper
than all of that, to something we too often neglect: they respected Providence.
Their stories
and legends operated from a perspective of moral design, and they hardly
thought this little Earth was ultimately the center of the Universe, but they knew
that God was the true center of the Universe.
Their
God was not a slick C.E.O., or a glorified bank manager, or even an old man
with a white beard somewhere up there in the sky. Their God was Being
itself, without which there is nothing.
Written in 11/2015
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