. . . “Would you learn the sum of the
charges against me? It was said that ‘I had desired the safety of the Senate.’
You would learn in what way. I was charged with ‘having hindered an informer
from producing papers by which the Senate could be accused of treason.’
“What think you, my mistress? Shall I
deny it lest it shame you? No, I did desire the safety of the Senate, nor shall
I ever cease to desire it. Shall I confess it? Then there would have been no
need to hinder an informer. Shall I call it a crime to have wished for the
safety of that order? By its own decrees concerning myself it has established
that this is a crime. Though want of foresight often deceives itself, it cannot
alter the merits of facts, and, in obedience to the Senate's command, I cannot
think it right to hide the truth or to assent to falsehood.
“However, I leave it to your judgment,
and that of philosophers, to decide how the justice of this may be; but I have
committed to writing for history the true course of events, that posterity may
not be ignorant of them.
“I think it unnecessary to speak of the
forged letters through which I am accused of ‘hoping for the freedom of Rome.’
Their falsity would have been apparent if I had been free to question the
evidence of the informers themselves, for their confessions have much force in
all such business.” . . .
—from
Book 1, Prose 4
Notice
how the very wording of the charges reveals the difference between Boethius and
his accusers. Boethius will gladly confess to such a claim, because he believes
he is defending the safety of the Senate when he stands for integrity and
justice. From his perspective, the institution can only thrive when the rule of
law is respected, and when its mission of service is protected.
But
wicked people think very differently than righteous people. Safety, for the
accusers, is not about the common good, but about ensuring personal interest. The
only benefit for them is the increase of their own wealth, power, and
influence, and they surely assume that others desire the very same things that
they do. What they mean is that the kind of safety Boethius seeks would be a
threat to themselves.
Two opposing
senses of safety follow from two opposing senses of benefit. A true patriot,
for example, will gladly fight and die to protect his neighbors, while a false
patriot will gladly allow his neighbors to fight and die to protect him.
Any
institution, of any sort, shows its strength when people work together for a
shared goal, and it shows its weakness when it becomes a means for conflict and
selfish profit. I can imagine many of Boethius’ readers, from many times and
places, understanding quite well what has happened, because while they have
sometimes seen their own institutions succeed, they have for more often seen
them fail.
I have
never really been in any great position of power, but I have, on occasion, had
the opportunity, and the horror, of observing how things tend to work on the
inside. I do not necessarily assume any malice, but whenever an organization is
faced with a problem, the immediate instinct is to circle the wagons. The goal
will usually be to preserve appearances, and to secure the position of all
those involved. If a weaker member of the pack must be sacrificed to save the
stronger ones, that is seen as an unfortunate but necessary part of doing
business.
And that
is exactly how many of us will see the sort of mess that Boethius has gotten
himself into. That’s how the world works, and if you want to make an omelet,
you’ll have to break a few eggs. We see how the game is played, and we simply
accept the rules, however unfair they might be.
We
obviously don’t know exactly what was going on in the minds of the senators,
but enough of them clearly thought their idea of safety was in direct conflict
with Boethius’ idea of safety, and that the promotion of their interests
required damage to the interests of others.
Boethius,
however, is the sort of man who stands out from the crowd. For all the ways he
may be confused, he still tries to act on principle, and he doesn’t think the
ends justify the means, or that some must suffer so others can succeed.
Remember that all of this started when he stood up for someone he thought an
innocent victim, and now he in turn has to be the victim.
His own
power and position have been destroyed, and he finds this unfair, but he is perhaps
even more troubled by the gravity of the offense against the truth itself. It
can be hard to decide whether it is more painful to suffer an offense myself,
or to see something I deeply love and respect suffer an offense.
Written in 6/2015
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