Of the zealous amendment of our whole life
1. Be watchful and diligent in God's service, and think
often why you have renounced the world. Was it not that you
might live to God and become a spiritual man? Be zealous,
therefore, for your spiritual profit, for you shall receive
shortly the reward of your labors, and neither fear nor sorrow
shall come any more into your borders. Now shall you labor a
little, and you shall find great rest, yea everlasting joy. If you shall remain faithful and zealous in labor, doubt not that
God shall be faithful and bountiful in rewarding you. It is your
duty to have a good hope that you will attain the victory, but you must not fall into security lest you become slothful or
lifted up.
2. A certain man being in anxiety of mind, continually tossed
about between hope and fear, and being on a certain day
overwhelmed with grief, cast himself down in prayer before the
altar in a church, and meditated within himself, saying, "Oh! If
I but knew that I should still persevere," and presently heard
within him a voice from God, "And if you did know it, what
would you do? Do now what you would do then, and you
shall be very secure." And straightway being comforted and
strengthened, he committed himself to the will of God and the
perturbation of spirit ceased, neither had he a mind any more to
search curiously to know what should befall him hereafter, but
studied rather to inquire what was the good and acceptable will
of God, for the beginning and perfecting of every good work.
3. Hope in the Lord and be doing good, says the Prophet; dwell
in the land and you shall be fed with its riches. One thing
there is which holds back many from progress and fervent
amendment, even the dread of difficulty, or the labor of the
conflict. Nevertheless they advance above all others in virtue
who strive manfully to conquer those things which are most
grievous and contrary to them, for there a man profits most and
merits greater grace where he most overcomes himself and
mortifies himself in spirit.
4. But all men have not the same passions to conquer and to
mortify, yet he who is diligent shall attain more profit,
although he have stronger passions, than another who is more
temperate of disposition, but is rather less fervent in the
pursuit of virtue. Two things specially avail unto improvement
in holiness, namely firmness to withdraw ourselves from the sin
to which by nature we are most inclined, and earnest zeal for
that good in which we are most lacking. And strive also very
earnestly to guard against and subdue those faults that
displease you most frequently in others.
5. Gather some profit to your soul wherever you are, and wherever you see or hear good examples, stir yourself to follow them,
but where you see anything which is blameworthy, take heed
that you do not the same; or if at any time you have done it,
strive quickly to amend yourself. As your eye observes others,
so again are the eyes of others upon you. How sweet and
pleasant is it to see zealous and godly brethren temperate and of
good discipline; and how sad is it and grievous to see them
walking disorderly, not practising the duties to which they are
called. How hurtful a thing it is to neglect the purpose of their
calling, and turn their inclinations to things which are none of
their business.
6. Be mindful of the duties that you have undertaken, and set
always before you the remembrance of the Crucified. Truly
ought you to be ashamed as you look upon the life of
Jesus Christ, because you have not yet endeavored to conform yourself more unto Him, though you have been a long time in the
way of God. A religious man who exercises himself seriously and
devoutly in the most holy life and passion of our Lord shall find
there abundantly all things that are profitable and necessary for
him, neither is there need that he shall seek anything better
beyond Jesus. Oh! if Jesus crucified would come into our hearts,
how quickly, and completely should we have learned all that we
need to know!
7. He who is earnest receives and bears well all things that
are laid upon him. He who is careless and lukewarm has trouble
upon trouble, and suffers anguish upon every side, because he
is without inward consolation, and is forbidden to seek that
which is outward. He who is living without discipline is exposed
to grievous ruin. He who seeks easier and lighter discipline
shall always be in distress, because one thing or another will
give him displeasure.
8. O! if no other duty lay upon us but to praise the Lord our God
with our whole heart and voice! Oh! if you never had need to
eat or drink, or sleep, but were always able to praise God, and
to give yourself to spiritual exercises alone; then should you
be far happier than now, when for so many necessities you must
serve the flesh. O! that these necessities were not, but only
the spiritual refreshments of the soul, which alas we taste too
seldom.
9. When a man has come to this, that he seeks comfort from no
created thing, then does he perfectly begin to enjoy God, then
also will he be well contented with whatsoever shall happen unto
him. Then will he neither rejoice for much nor be sorrowful for
little, but he commits himself altogether and with full trust
unto God, who is all in all to him, to whom nothing perishes nor
dies, but all things live to Him and obey His every word
without delay.
10. Remember always your end, and how the time which is lost
returns not. Without care and diligence you shall never get
virtue. If you begin to grow cold, it shall begin to go ill
with you, but if you give yourself unto zeal you shall find
much peace, and shall find your labor the lighter because of the
grace of God and the love of virtue. A zealous and diligent
man is ready for all things. It is greater labor to resist sins
and passions than to toil in bodily labors. He who shuns not
small faults falls little by little into greater. At eventide you shall always be glad if you spend the day profitably.
Watch over yourself, stir yourself up, admonish yourself, and
howsoever it be with others, neglect not yourself. The more
violence you do unto yourself, the more you shall profit.
Amen.
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