“From like beginning rise all men on
earth,
for there is one Father of all things;
one is the guide of everything.
'Tis He who gave the sun his rays, and
horns unto the moon.
'Tis He who set mankind on earth, and
in the heavens the stars.
He put within our bodies spirits that
were born in heaven.
And thus a highborn race has He set forth
in man.
Why do you men rail on your
forefathers?
If ye look to your beginning and your
author, which is God,
is any man degenerate or base
but he who by his own vices cherishes
base things
and leaves that beginning which was
his?”
—from
Book 3, Poem 6
Throughout
my years in college and graduate school, it was common for us to sit around and
bemoan the state of the world. They say a little learning is a dangerous thing,
and that is perhaps no more true than among those who have only recently been
exposed to the wide world of art, literature, and philosophy.
Having
gathered together bits and pieces of clever phrases and impressive ideas, we
would go on and on about how and why everything was wrong. Gathered at some
trendy café or bar, constantly smoking and drinking, we would cast our blame,
and highlight exactly who and what had to be fixed.
I could
blame my parents for my bad attitude, the politicians for the corruption, the
corporations for the greed, religions for the ignorance, and all my ancestors
for making a mess of the lot. Yes, I could even blame God, if he existed, for
creating the world so wrong, and I could even blame God, if he didn’t exist, simply
for not existing.
Then
there were those moments of crystal clarity when I saw that I needed to be
accountable to myself. There was little point, as Chesterton said, in worrying
about what was wrong without knowing what was right.
Let me
consider what I am, a creature made to know what is true and to love what is
good. God was not mistaken to make us this way, and my parents were not wrong
to bring me into the world. Politicians, businessmen, or priests don’t
determine how I will live, and what anyone has thought or done in generations
before me is not the measure of what I can think or do right now.
I should
hardly think myself better or worse because of the circumstances that are
passed on to me. I am not rich because I inherited my father’s earnings, or
poor because he may have squandered them away. I am rich or poor, not in
possessions or in standing but in character, when I choose to live well for
myself.
That
first gift of human nature is not to blame, and the way others may abuse their
human nature has not made me miserable. God gave me reason and choice, so I am
the one who decides what I will make of it, to nurture it into virtue or twist
it into vice.
Are
others not as I would like them to be? That is entirely up to them. Am I not as
I would like myself to be? That is entirely up to me. Let me attend to what is
my own, and begin the work from the inside out. God made me to be good, and now
I should complete the task, whether or not others may resolve to do the same.
Written in 9/2015
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